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im so tired of life im so tired of the fight, if tryed the god thing i have tryed counsiling.i have tryed loosing my self in alternat realitys and in friends, of talking about my problems, of everything. i want to move on to the next step in excistance the only real thing stopping me is im afraid, im afraid of what will happen to my family, and freinds,im afraidto meet god and explain why i amhome too soon. but i am so dam tired of hurting my heart feels like exploding i want to break down and cry but a cant.in stead these emotions are turning to anger. and frustraition. its not FAIR its not Fair ITS NOT FREEKIN FAIR
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