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angelgirl · 09-03-2005, 04:03 PM

Thanks so much mending and Katie, that is SO WONDERFUL of you to offer me much needed support. I was a bit afraid to even post about disability, but I am no longer afraid. I am having far to many problems I need help with, it would be to much for me to get a job right now.. My sleeping problems are the number one problem I need too deal with first. It is a diability in itself, and I am having trouble getting it under control. I finally went to sleep this morning at 5am. I will not be able to work, until I get this straightened out,a nd I can't resort to sleeping pills, I am afraid of that, that can be an addiction in itself.
I have always worked, sometimes 2 jobs. I worked my last job doing shift work for over 11 years. I paid much into SS, and I have always supported every charity that I could, while I was working. Now I need some help ONLY for a while. I do not expect to live my life on diablity for the rest of my life. I will work again. I need to work again, for my own sanity, and self-esteem. I just need to work through this crap first..

Thanks again, I appreciate it so much.. Please pray for me..
Love, Becky

09-03-2005, 04:03 PM	#6 (permalink)
angelgirl You're never alone!! Join Date: May 2003 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 2,190	Thanks so much mending and Katie, that is SO WONDERFUL of you to offer me much needed support. I was a bit afraid to even post about disability, but I am no longer afraid. I am having far to many problems I need help with, it would be to much for me to get a job right now.. My sleeping problems are the number one problem I need too deal with first. It is a diability in itself, and I am having trouble getting it under control. I finally went to sleep this morning at 5am. I will not be able to work, until I get this straightened out,a nd I can't resort to sleeping pills, I am afraid of that, that can be an addiction in itself. I have always worked, sometimes 2 jobs. I worked my last job doing shift work for over 11 years. I paid much into SS, and I have always supported every charity that I could, while I was working. Now I need some help ONLY for a while. I do not expect to live my life on diablity for the rest of my life. I will work again. I need to work again, for my own sanity, and self-esteem. I just need to work through this crap first.. Thanks again, I appreciate it so much.. Please pray for me.. Love, Becky __________________ ™ Don't tell God how BIG your addiction is, tell your addiction, how BIG our GOD is!! Jesus is our teacher and he is our Savior, who takes our prayers and makes them his own. :praying