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Originally Posted by Meyekell I just want to be like everyone else in the world who just stops wanting weed. |
Who "just stops wanting" their drug of choice? I never heard of such a thing. I had to do some things to become free of the obsession to use. And it was more than just going to meetings. Rehab was a great start for me. But when I got out, I started going to meetings in my hometown AND doing what was suggested to me.
I got a sponsor, hung out with clean people, began doing service work, worked Steps, prayed, read, and so forth. I stopped going around old playmates and playgrounds and got rid of all drug-related material. Today I rarely even think about the dope. But it didn't happen overnight, even when I had "hit bottom," which for me was getting busted.
Take advantage of the difficulty you're having finding weed and STOP. Do you really want to go to prison? My suggestion is that you go to another meeting and actually share what's going on with you, get some phone numbers, and stick with the winners. I'll be thinking of you!!
Love and hugs,
Eddie
