Thanx OP, for the words of encouragement. Means a lot. Am in wds and feel really, really bad. Nose running down to my chin, bathroom issues bad. Horrible headache. Stomach cramps. Super depressed. Wanted to write some of this down so I never forget how this feels. It hurts. It sucks. It feels like punishment.
Guess that's it. Had more to say, but can't remember what it was. Oh well.
Love you guys.