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I am practicing keeping me mouth shut. To tell you the truth, it is working out pretty good. Christie got a new form of chemo which could possibly keep her alive for a few weeks. She is feeling better today so therefore in her actions, she believes she is going to live forever.Holding on to control of things that seem so simple to let it go....I patronize her a bit. They have made it VERY clear she is a matter of time, and every one else has come to terms with that. I had a nice talk with her son (my boss to be)this morning. I think he understands me better. I am calmer today, still scared, still sad, but calmer.
Thank you for listening.
Anne
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