Thank you guys so much for your replies. It means a lot to me.
I was addicted to pain pills for 20 some years...from age 10 to about 32...I am 33 now...so it hasn't been too long that I have been sober. A year or so...I don't count anymore..it just feels like I beat one thing, something I never ever thought I could make it through...to this. I just feel sooooo depleted, and worthless. I will hang in there...I always do. I have made it through soo muxch in my life...never thought of myself as a survivor as much as a fighter...but I think that works against me, I don't know how to relax. how to let go...and just let things work out as they will..I am a terrible control freak..as so many of us are.
Thaks against.so much. I will keep you all in my prayers. I have a strong faith, I believe in miracles..but some days..it just seems pointless to believe at all....I know you guys understand what I mean....you get to the point you just truly do not want to accept what is wrong with you. Maybe THAT is where I need to start.
Huge hugs coming your way..................
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Many Hugs and Hope too,
Tammie
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~
"Things do not change, WE change."
~Henry David Thoreau~
