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betterdayz · 08-04-2005, 05:37 PM

I have never had a girlfriend before in my life and im about to be 19 years old. I am good looking I know this because girls have told me. The thing is though I have never been able to talk to the opposite sex or make a connection. When I was in school girls would say something to me or write me a note and I would never write back or call back even when I would want to. I have had sex before but only when drunk and so were they. I am really embaressed about the two girls I slept with in the past .. I think I do not deserve or not good enough for someone thats normal. I feel I have missed out on things that normal people my age should of went through. I can not even approach a girl and if I would I do not think she would like me. I am pretty isolated person in general. I spend a lot of time by myself on the computer or laying on my bed watching tv just to kill time. I really want to be around people but I feel out of place for some reason. Even the friends I did have which were very few.. when we would hang out all we did is get high and drunk together. The best time I had in the last couple of years was sadle enough in my second rehab..but I think that was because I was forced to be around the same people.

Anyone have any idea what is up with me?

08-04-2005, 05:37 PM	#1 (permalink)
betterdayz Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: lakeme Posts: 27	Im Lonley. I have never had a girlfriend before in my life and im about to be 19 years old. I am good looking I know this because girls have told me. The thing is though I have never been able to talk to the opposite sex or make a connection. When I was in school girls would say something to me or write me a note and I would never write back or call back even when I would want to. I have had sex before but only when drunk and so were they. I am really embaressed about the two girls I slept with in the past .. I think I do not deserve or not good enough for someone thats normal. I feel I have missed out on things that normal people my age should of went through. I can not even approach a girl and if I would I do not think she would like me. I am pretty isolated person in general. I spend a lot of time by myself on the computer or laying on my bed watching tv just to kill time. I really want to be around people but I feel out of place for some reason. Even the friends I did have which were very few.. when we would hang out all we did is get high and drunk together. The best time I had in the last couple of years was sadle enough in my second rehab..but I think that was because I was forced to be around the same people. Anyone have any idea what is up with me?