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thanks magdam and i dont mind at all you jumping in.. more the merrier..
i cant go on detox plan while im on my medication for my BPD.. the meds is supposed to help with this, but it hasnt so far. i guess its all about my attitude and i really want to stop. i was able to cut it down to 1 or 2 times a week so i shouldnt really get withdrawls, only prob is my thinking of needing it to stablise me which my meds does and stop thinking i need the drink to stay up or have alife .. hard to explain.. why i drink..
i have started to post about this is because i think i will try and use this place to stop drinking, i just hope that my meds is able to make me stop feeling i need a drink.. i know its all in my head..
do you have any ideas in what to replace it with? i have hard time doing positive things. when i do somthing positive things it brings on a bout negative things, if you understand?.. i went and started doing a couple of exams which i passed 2 but i needed a ddrink to go to do them and after i did them i wasnt nice to myself about doing it.. dam this is hard to explain.. sry
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