"I have been self harming again and last night i did it while drinking, this is a slippery slope which i do not need my drinking making me do this. Not sure if anyone else understand about detatching themselves while doing this, i still dont know why i ended up doing it. I know i had bad day and normaly closure for bad day is drinking or i self harm, doing it together is not good."
Wow yeah I totally undersdtand. I'm newish here hope you don't miund me jumping in. Just a familiar story.
I hope things go okay for you. It's a big deal to decide to give up drinking. Talk about it as much as you can--I think that helps. If you ever wanna talk all my infos in my profile.