[na4today]

The anxiety is just getting to be too much. The physical feelings from it are what I can't stand, just puts me in a panic. I am on meds to keep my heart rate down but the rest is still there. I think I will go nuts. I see the psych dr on the 3rd but I'm looking for opinions. I have never been hospitalized and I wonder if that might be what I need. I feel like crying most of the time because the feelings are so overwhelming. I try to think of othr things, keep busy and concentrate on anything but how I physically feel, doesn't work. I'm sure I'm going insane. And it's not passing. It even wakes me up at night more now. I am starting to understand why people commit suicide and it scares me. I won't do it but I wonder if the hospital might help. Just don't know what to do.