i have applied once for ssi was turned down and was so depressed i never got to apealing.
I am 31 was born a harwin baby, was abandond at 9 months old in an apartment almost starved to death. I was given back to my birth mother, heaven only knows why, and again at 18 months old she did it again. this time i was very close to death when i was found and taken by the state of oregon. after being brought back to health, the hospital by now had been giving me tranquilizers to keep my from crying. they started putting me into foster homes. i was in eleven homes before I was adopted at age 2 years old. still on tranquilizers and not even walking yet. my adopted parents never gave me tranquilizers again though i was addicted to them. i went threw a year of withdrawls and nightmares that i still remember. i learned how to walk when i was almost 4 years old. 3 years ago i found out that i was bipolor. it seems to only be getting worse. i have lost a few jobs because of it. i feel i'm loosing my mind. i could go on for hours but i will spair you. i have seen alot of docters and theripists. all which seem very lacadazical or uninterested in anything i have to say. i take lythiam, lexapro, lamictal, triazidone and xanax. if there is any help you can give i would be grateful.
Thank you Ryan
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