worried sick-- please don''t chuck all of your meds and start drinking again. It does suck really bad for anyone with these disorders, you are right... But we can't give up. WE have to keep fighting and changing meds if that is what is necessary. I have battled severe anxiety for as long as I can remember, I have also tried almost every anti-depressant, anti-anxiety med out there. We just have to keep searching.
I was pretty depressed for the same reason, then I just decided that there is nothing I cna do, there has to be a med. out there that will help me. It's just a matter of going through all that crap to find the right one. I have spent SO much money on meds. that I get the script, get it filled, take it for a week, or so, and it has some effect I just can't deal with, so they switch me, and I get another script, and throw out the last one, and the vicious cycle continues.. But people react differently to all
meds.
Sure sounds alot to me like you are on some downers, and maybe that is why you are feeling worse. The trazadone and the klonopin can both be downers, now that is how I FELL, and what I think.. I am not a doctor.. But maybe you should ask your doc. about that. I think it's extra hard to treat us that have anxiety and depression, because they give you a downer (in a sense) for the anxiety, to relax us, and an upper (again, somewhat of an upper) for the depression, and I believe those meds do a battle within us... I could be wrong, yeah, wouldn't be the first time.
Well, please let us know how your doing.. Love, Becky