| Sex
My question is, how long were you in sobriety before you felt comfortable having sex? I figure I've been altered every time my fiance and I have been together. We have always had an awesome sex life, and when we do it now, it's still pretty good.
But, I don't have the desire like I did before. I hope it's just something to do with the newness of recovery. When we do it, I feel self-conscious and I just want to get to business and not mess around with a bunch of kissing and other crap.
Has anyone else gone through this? I really find it odd. I've always had a high sex drive and an incredibly high self-esteem. I look good, and I feel good, so what's the problem here? I want to keep him satisfied, but there are times when I just can't be bothered with it.
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