Thanks so much for replying eddie z. I know I need therapy definitley. But I'm pretty sure I need some kind of meds for depression as I don't even leave the house anymore.
So the mood stabilizers didn't realy help you then? Because I was wondering about trying those, but frankly, the less drugs for me, the better. So for you a serontonin antidepressant helps? I have a hard time trusting doctors. I'm quite concerned about the weight gain issue, as I'm already 60 pounds overweight. It's a really tough choice-I'd like to meet someone nice-but I won't find one laying in my room either.
Thanks for replying eddie z, I realy appreciate it.
Oh, you mention hypersensitivity-I assume you mean feelings wise-like easily hurt, etc. I am like that too-like a walking wound. But I also am hypersensitive to sound and smell and bright light-it drives me into a rage or extreme anxiety when someone makes a loud crash or talks too loud at me-It feels like a physcial assault.