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Welcome Alan.
I don't know...like Music says..just postponing the inevitable. Someone at a meeting the other said they wish they could take a pill to get rid of addiction. Isn't that a paradox?? Ironic??
Truth is, if one wants to quit bad enough, they will go to any length to stay sober.
For me i did almost 5 months worth of treatment, not everyone has to go that route or do treatment for that long...thats just how desprate i was to live.
I was introduced to AA while in treatment and its been my saving grace.
Today i'm working on day 367, one day at a time, i'm only 1 drink away form the hell i've been crawling out of.
Staying in today has been a huge thing..i can't change my past, i don't know what tomorrow will bring but when i live in today and work on not picking up the first drink/drug i find myself going to bed sober.
I wake up without that horrid hangover...and work on the next today.
Just for today, don't drink
hugs & hugs Wendy
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