| bi polar what is it?
my partner with who my children and me are going to set up home has just reluctantly told me he has bi polar,he is very egotistical, has very outlandish ideas and is very secretive.i put the egotism down to him being a Dominant- i am a submissive and we have a total power exchange r/ship ( consensual) and never abusive,i dont know what to do i love and would never consider a seperation just because of his disorder. i dont want to be offensive to anyone with a mental illness but i need to know what to do when he has an episode i think its called,..are my children ok in this enviroment? they can be boisterous will this affect him in anyway?he has always shown patience and is great with them,is a D/s r/ship destructive for us all under the circumstances?apparently he refuses medication and support of any kind he uses something he calls a flagging system.he is extremely intelligent but often even before i knew of this i wondered whether he was being honest. recently he gave up his job he claimed to be a chairman of a large international company for 3 yrs i occasionally wondered if that really was his job but then felt guilty for doubting him.i have seen much less of him since then he seems to be quite critical lately but accuses me of being too sensitive which i often am weve had quite a few misunterstandings he doesnt trust me ive never given him reason to believe this,and he barely goes to bed he's on the pc from noon until the nxt morning could this be an ''episode''?im sorry this is so lengthy but i am totally at a loss,ive tried learning as much as possible but there seems to be very little support or info available. please could somebody respond to me
thankyou emma (uk)
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