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I never really got 'drunk' toward the end. I got drunk for the first couple of years: falling over everywhere, lunging about nightclubs etc.
Toward the end it had little or no effect except depressions and headaches.
The first few drinks however, I was in mania, on top of the world, glowing with confidence and peace.
After that it just went dark and throbbingly dull.
I could drink 15 pints of stella and would just end up crying and going over the same things again and again in my head. My body would be rushing, but my head would be dead.
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