[Pony]

Doug, thanks for sharing this. It's got me thinking. Those same thoughts crossed my mind. It was never about the method I used to get high with....meaning the alcohol.....but the result of downing it all day, all night! What I felt and feel is even more stupid about the whole process is that I would get so sick....you know what I mean.....and still go back for more....or again the next night or the next weekend.

And even realizing that I don't want to live that life or do that process or whatever you want to call it...even after all the sober time I had that I would even go down that road, as I did almost a year ago...or even consider it any time I am tempted.

Thank God that I have here and that I have learned some tools to use in times like that. Putting them to use is a choice I have to make each and every time......one day at a time.

Thanks for letting me share on your thread Dougie, glad you're back.