 trying to get by
Well, I just upped my antidepressant dosage. I hope I am doing the right thing.
I was on welbutrin xl 150 mg once a day and doing really well. But the school gun threat and a bunch of other stuff - personal and professional - has knocked me down. Trevor's back in jail; I may need surgery; more bs at school. Classes are over, and I thought I'd have a break now. Not to be, I guess. I found myself in the grocery store deep breathing to keep from crying! Knew then I had to do something.
I'm unsure of it because I'm back on welbutrin sr 150 2 times a day. (was on this before). That dose makes me really forgetful. I can't focus or concentrate well on it. Reading, learning something new, heck, just remember what I have to do, is problamatic on that dose.
But, it's that or crying all the time! Some choice huh?
In 4 more weeks, I'll be out of school. Maybe then I can revisit this. For now, I'm just trying to get through it all.
Anyone else experiencing this type of thing.
Any thought appreciated.
Shalom!
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