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mistee · 01-14-2003, 06:57 AM

I was without meds and i thought my world was falling somewhat apart. it seems no matter how badly i did something it wasnt good enough to my state worker who has my autisitc son in there care

i have been madly cleaning my home the last week organizing organizing getting rid of things and all to make my home safer and all cuz they keep telling me his return is soon if i do this and that

now they are telling me i have to stop smoking in my home in my car and in general i should stop too they want to do a pee test on my teen that makes sense and one on me again to see if i am still drug and booze free my dos 1/24/98 i will have 5yrs on the 24th

i went to my shrink and told him all this yesterday he is like they cant do all this to u have u talked to ur attorneys i said i have i then called the supervisor of childrens services in the area and told them that my shrink is concerned on the adding toos that they keep doing to me (without court orders) of course i was in tears and so he said to me that he was concerned for my well being i said i have been working very hard on me changes to get my son home but he is the autistic one and i have been geting support for that going to meetings and all best thing i can be doing is working with him at home not once a week that is what others keep telling me

my hands are tied i feel at this time but i am praying if it wasnt for my 12 steps and my higher power who knows where i would be right now thanks again for ur support
lots of hugs
mistee

01-14-2003, 06:57 AM	#1 (permalink)
mistee Paused Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: oregon Posts: 67	i was without meds I was without meds and i thought my world was falling somewhat apart. it seems no matter how badly i did something it wasnt good enough to my state worker who has my autisitc son in there care i have been madly cleaning my home the last week organizing organizing getting rid of things and all to make my home safer and all cuz they keep telling me his return is soon if i do this and that now they are telling me i have to stop smoking in my home in my car and in general i should stop too they want to do a pee test on my teen that makes sense and one on me again to see if i am still drug and booze free my dos 1/24/98 i will have 5yrs on the 24th i went to my shrink and told him all this yesterday he is like they cant do all this to u have u talked to ur attorneys i said i have i then called the supervisor of childrens services in the area and told them that my shrink is concerned on the adding toos that they keep doing to me (without court orders) of course i was in tears and so he said to me that he was concerned for my well being i said i have been working very hard on me changes to get my son home but he is the autistic one and i have been geting support for that going to meetings and all best thing i can be doing is working with him at home not once a week that is what others keep telling me my hands are tied i feel at this time but i am praying if it wasnt for my 12 steps and my higher power who knows where i would be right now thanks again for ur support lots of hugs mistee