Hi ((((April))))
.....pleased to meet you.
So you fell, we know how awful it makes us feel when that happens, hungover the next day, puts our minds in crazy places, crazy thinking, makes us want to give up. I've done it enough times to see what's going on.
You say you'll never be able to be sober...um you put 18 days together....what does that tell you? from where I sit that's a HUGE accomplishment. Keep at it ok, don't let it bring you down like it does, rotten disease this is, it messes us up pretty good, twists our thinking.
Take care of yourself...onward we go, we'll keep on fighting as long as it takes, the day we GIVE UP is the day we are in trouble.
Sending good thoughts your way...love and extra hugs.....Denise