Lauren
You are not alone. The problem is not with your weight, it is with how you are perceiving yourself. I know at college they have counseling sevices available for students. I think it would be good if you could talk to a professional about how you are feeling about yourself.
I have been stuck in unhealthy eating cycles and it can be hard to break out of. Try not to beat yourself up about what you do, that just makes it worse, and keeps the cycle going.
If you don't feel good about going to the gym, try just going for a 15 to 20 minute walk everyday. Go at your own pace, and do what feels comfortable for you. Try not to compare yourself to others, but see yourself for the special and unique person that you are.
Juls
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