I have been having bad cravings today. I almost gave in. I was about to order some pills because that thought has been haunting my mind. All of a sudden, I thought of how I would feel afterwards. I didn't go thru with it.
It wasn't worth it. Instead, I went for a walk in this beautiful day and went to subway to get some food. I am glad now that I didn't give in to my craving. I feel stronger.
I am staying clean hour by hour now.
I'll handle each day as it comes. RIGHT NOW, I'm clean and sober.
