When I quit I was at a stale mate. Great, I quit, now what? It took several months to readjust my life and routine to feel like I was doing something worthwhile. I to went to AA and went as often as I could and clung to my sponsor those early weeks. Eventually, I found new interests, went back to school, found a few hobbies. It IS a new life adjustment, it takes time, determination and patience. Above all gratitude that you've come this far and been able to start you new life journey. Hang in there, it WILL get better if you make it so!