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Wow....years ago my brothers came up with a coke deal scheam and they wanted my mom to sell some of her property to finance it (of course they told her it was some business deal) I found out that it was all about coke and tried to convince my mom not to do it. My brothers knew they needed me out of the way so they slipped me some LSD enough to get the inhabitants of a smal town high. I ended up in a psyc ward. Prior to me going though I started reading the Bible. The words in it were so sweet and I just wanted to take them in and live them. I did not know I was high on LSD.I thought I was hung-over because I drank at that time in my life. I was having a beautiful experience but, my brothers were watching me waiting for the right moment to have me committed.

Some of the things I thought still stick with me today such as the complete majesty of the Lord and His mercy. While I was high I felt like the wind and very much at one with God it really was an incredible experience for me prior to going to the psyc ward and being filled with thorazeen. I wish that I could have just been watched until I came down because the drugs they gave me messed me up more than the LSD. I was told by the shrinks that my experience seemed to have symptoms very much like that of Schizophenia. I know I heard Gods voice speaking to me how ever I did choose to not get into it with the shrinks because I wanted out of the hospital...

Of course my mom did sell the property(and of course she got screwed) while I was in the hospital and my brothers could never quite look me in the eye the same way after that....