Butterfly, detox will give you a new start. You will feel much better afterward and be ready to attack this demon. You will be thinking much clearer and be ready to get with a program, so you don't have to do this again. Believe me I have been to detox and rehab and even though I have had set backs, I still think I would be much worse off without these processes. The staff at the detox facility are there to make you comfortable so you can then get well. Wishing you all the best.