| Remembering My first meetings, wow was i sick, whats your experiences?
I can remember there was a guy i just hated, i thought he was the biggest jerk, he just kept smilling, today i realize i was jelous, he had something i wanted and i didn`t have it. I couldn`t con it, manipalate it, or steal it, and that made me made because thats all i knew. What he had was recovery! I held on to that resentment for years not realizing that i was only hurting myself, because he never stoped smilling, in fact he`s doing quit well today with multiple years sober, if i`d only known then what i know now, me being resentfull didn`t bother him a bit. It only hindered my growth.
chris
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