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Originally Posted by Andy F Do you not have enough personal experience of these things in your own sobriety to date, to be able to make an evaluation? |
Yes I do.
After 8 months sober I wanted and had comtemplated suicide because I could no longer go back to that which brought me ease and comfort for the previous 10 years of my life..Imagine waking up SOBER and going to meetings and just hating your life and your sobriety..Imagine contemplating several ways of shooting yourself and writing suicide letters before you go to bed SOBER..
That was my experience SOBER..
And then I began getting in touch with God deeper and deeper, because I could not go back to alcohol even if I could, and even if I would I couldn't..It was that painful...