I agree with Jlo34...I am an Addict-a DRUG addict..I go to NA...it is different that AA. I used to hit an AA meeting if I was in need of talking and could not find an NA meeting. You need to do what is best for you if you have to form your own damn group....whatever works for YOU. I now go only to NA because I NEVER drank alcohol....I hated it but I loved drugs..go figure. I hope you figure out wht you ned to do but I do agree that you have to call your sponser, they arer NOT babysitter's. Mine let me learn that the hard way....I did not call her for about a month and she did not call me. I wondered why..,.she told me that it was NOT her job.....I got it. Good luck in whatever you do and PEACE......

Kahlia