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Welcome Tricky,you remind me so,so very much of myself.In that i use to say one thing,and my actions were ,totally different that what i said.You say,that you want to fit in.But your actions say different.In AA,we deal with alcohol,cunning baffling and powerful.Knowing this you ,announce that your an addict.,only.You also say that when you say that your an addict,what your'e really saying is that you need help.Then say that you need help.You seem to go to great lenghts saying that your different,than the folks in da rooms.And wanting others to change.We step on,the toes,of, our fellows ,they retaliate.A drug,is a drug is a drug,from my own understanding orginally came from the NA program./rehab,.Could be wrong here.But no matter,alot of folks feel this way.You also say that when you relasped,that no one called.Tricky you are responsible for your own soberiety.You,make those calls, do what ever you have to for,your, soberiety.Don't wait for others.Its not their responsibilty to watch you.Sometime folks get peaved of,when others call,when they havent been to meetings.If AA has what your looking for,look for the similarites,not the differences.Start fitting in,if this is your desire.Others don't have to change.Share,live in the steps.Some folks i know go to both AA and NA.Why not?
Keep on,keeping on.
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