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What you hear ,here,
And who you see here,
Let it stay here.
When i went to my first AA meeting,before going into the church basement,i looked around to see,if i could reconize,anyone that i knew driving by.Because if i did,then,that means, they knew me to and where i was going.For sure these folks,that i knew saw me drunk,doing and saying totally insane things.But i didnt want them to know i was going to AA,until i was ready ..Although today i see this as not making any kind of sence.But it did to me back then.it was important,to me.If another had blown my so called cover,back then,i dont know what i would do.i was still into pride,still with my alcoholic mind.Needed time.time to grow.time to learn.And to let go of my pride/ego.Some newcomers may want to hold onto their anonymity,until they too decide to let it go,if they want to.But its them that lets their anonymity go,not another..Doesnt have to make sence to anyone but them.Anonymity is important..to keep..For those that want it..Ive chated with some,without getting myself tied up,a gental reminder about anonymity,of another.
Thanks for letting me share,
God Bless,,take care!!!!!!!!!!!
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