| Lonely and crying spells
Any suggestions for one of the saddest and loneliest persons in the world right now?
I have little to look forward to and even though I'm around people...i really have no one talk to and hug.
And for the first time in my life, I'm having complete and total break down crying spells for no real reasons. this is my second major depressive episode, but i dont remember it being quite this hard the first time around when I was in college. i've been going throught the depression for more than 6 months now and am afraid i'm going to do something stupid if things don't change somehow (like I'm thinking of calling up my ex-abusive alcoholic just to have a few moments of happiness and feeling loved).
help,
Jenna
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