[OutOfTheFog]

I have many thoughts right now.....I am a recovering alcholic of 7 years. I recently was diagnosed with an anurysm that I am currently awaiting surgery for. It has been a lesson in patience, my program and just plain keeping my sanity. I feel at work, the first day of my new job, and the Dr. wanted a Cat scan to make sure that nothing else was wrong....a blessing in disguise. I feel better knowing it is there as the neurosurgeon told me it would have ruptered eventually. I am glad that they found it but scared about the surgery....I could IF everything to death but we all know that does not help. One day at a time....I am at times taking 5 minutes at a time. It is difficult and has made me humble, to say the least.....I really think that I have become more aware of everything....my sobriety, my family (they are all dysfunctional), that is really hard because I sure could use some support right now.....Peace OUT.....Steve