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Thanks so much to all of you for your thoughts and welcomes. Ellen, your story amazed me and gave me so much hope. I'm sure it is me that is harder to reach. I will have to just reach out to them. This isn't a personality contest, after all. I'm hoping to live, and need thier help. They don't have to like me. I remember when I was sober before, and your words about reaching out to them with one hand and to God with the other made me remember this, I use to when I was scared or worried or 'stinking thinking', I would pretend I was holding God's hand. It always made me feel so much better. I'll start doing that again. If I can't stay sober, I can't live. It really has come to that for me. So I have no choice but to do everything in my power to get this and keep it. Thanks again to all of you. You are a Godsend.
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