| It's getting worse
I don't know what to do! Things are getting worse and I truly believe if he doesn't get help soon he's going to wind up in a mental hospital or dead. He insists that people can help him if they would just read the literature that he's reading and talk about it with him (one of the books is by St. John of the Cross and it's called "Dark Knight of the Soul"). He keeps saying that he's not crazy - I've told him that I don't think he is, so who is he trying to convince by saying that.
Just now he said he wanted me to come over. He lives about 45 minutes away and it's 10:30 pm on a Wednesday night; I have to be at work at 9:00 tomorrow morning. Of course he sees this as work is more important to me than he is. When I told him I could not come over right now he said that I could do anything and that it won't matter in about a month anyway. I don't want to stop talking to him but this is driving me crazy. I pray for him all the time because I feel that that's the only thing I can do to help him. I guess I also need to pray for God's will in my relationship with him. Thanks for listening to me.
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