| raining
This is a frustrating time for me. Margaret and i got together april of 94, we both decided to take it easy since we both just got out of a bad marriage. We both had married young. So we were not ready to jump into getting married again, well we finally decided threee years later to do it. We were married november 22, 1997. I`ll never forget the day she got hit in a car accident,march 2,1998. We were talking to each other in a parking lot both sitting in our own vehicles. We told each other that we loved one another and she pulled out to go to the house as i was going to work. She pulled out first and got hit instantly spining her car out of control until she was ejected onto the pavement. I ran to her emediatly kneeling down to see if she was alright, the back of her head was bleeding. I took of my shirt and held it to her head. Her face looked like an angel, not a scratch. I begged her not to die, over and over till the ambulance arrived. She did not respond in any way. She had collapsed both lungs, broke both collar bones, one of which was a compound break sticking out of her shoulder. A ruptured spleen which they removed. Also she was paralized on half her body. She hung to life for two weeks until her body started to shut down, by then she was brain dead. It was ten o`clock march 15,1998 that i made the decision to let her go, she had suffered enough. I still love her and miss her with all my heart. But its still hard getting through the hollidays, or loving anyone new. I pray that i can overcome my fears.
chris
__________________
whataday
|