Thank you all....I need to remember that definition of insanity. I have wasted too much of my life on this craziness already. I feel better today - NC helps. I didn't get to call attorney but will tomorrow. I need to stop trying to understand the irrational...it won't happen. The house is peaceful today and I'm trying to focus on the positives. I'm thankful I'm the one who has an income (although this can make me feel guilty at times...how will he take care of himself!
I am thankful I have my children and a job I love that occupies my mind. I am thankful that he's not here anymore!