Originally Posted by
zorah 
i'm just telling on myself because i've been keeping this to myself which i know is what the disease wants. my sponsor is away right now too, so i'm feeling kind of alone (i'm not a good joiner and still am not calling people in any of my meetings). so.... if you have any words of wisdom i'm all ears and thanks for listening.
Call someone from your meetings and see how they are :-) Call someone new and see if they want to go to a meeting with you. Call someone with less time up than you and see how they are doing.
I'd bet money that will go a long way to making you forget about picking up.
It doesn't sound like it will work, but it really does You don't have to call someone and say you feel like drinking if it's too awkward. Just call someone and see how THEY are doing.