Originally Posted by
2muchpain 
So I messed up and am drinking again. Who the hell cares, really. This site is great as far as connecting with people, but there is nobody knocking on my door or calling me.
Yesterday, or maybe the day before, you replied to a post and was telling that person how your drinking and your behavior while drunk drove everyone away. You ended up a lone, at home drinker. You ended your post with these words:
"I hope you see the direction you are going before you end up like I did, alone, drunk with your only friend/enemy a bottle of something. Good luck."
Wise advise.
You are only days sober. Give yourself time. It will take time for the people who know you to figure out you are changing. But you can't change until you quit drinking.
As for the AA folks not contacting you...sociability is a two-way street. When you sober up tomorrow, try reaching out.