I know its not the same as 3D contact, but we are all here for you. As you can see many of us care about you and wish you wouldn't drink.
The only way to illicit change is to make the change yourself. No one is going to help you if you don't consistently reach out for help. There are a lot of folks who come to AA once or twice then never come back which can be very exhausting for other members. After awhile we need to build up a buffer to others suffering in this addiction or we will worry ourselves sick. But, if you keep coming back and keep reaching out people will get that your serious and you will make real connections with people.
Drinking will only delay this process and prolong your loneliness. Please don't give up.