Sorry to hear you feel this way. I hope you have a better day tomorrow. Please don't think that nobody cares, because I care. I hope to hear that you are doing well soon. Loneliness and feelings of this nature are very painful and I have experienced this myself. You are right, alcohol and drugs do exactly what they say on the tin including messing up peoples lives. Its a vicious circle and its horrible. I will message you and see how ya doing tomorrow. I care ok. I will talk to you on here as long as you need me. I'm only a week sober so I'm new to this too. Take care and please know that I care. Peace to you.