Hello Everyone, I'm going to toss aside any pessmistic opinions i read here as complete garbage but the advice helped thank you and just simply state that i am just friends with Becky and that i am doing everything i can to help her. I wrote in my diary today and that helped me vent alot of stuff off of my chest about my parents that has been bothering me lately. I need to spend more time focusing on myself than i do on others right now because all this reaching out is getting to me that it's twisting my brain in unbelieveable ways. All i know is that i want a fresh start with my love life with a new girlfriend and that i want to help Becky with her sobriety. And i will try to balance both should the day come that i have to balance both at the same time but right now i'm just balancing things with Becky, she's all i've got right now and to be quite honest i'm grateful i have someone like her in my life.
And to be quite frank my mind has been in the gutter lately but i don't mind i actually prefer that instead of spending time watching women pass me by not caring about me at all
. So i'm managing quite well right now. I'm going to do some homework i have this class that i need to work for it's a home based class for PCDI (professional career development institute) and i'm working on a program called Visual Basic 6.0.
I have to download all the tutorials from the hard drive to the floppy disks so that i can work on them from my text book and work on the questions and stuff. I really want to start getting on this homework so that i can catch up. I feel that it's really important i work on this class. So anyways i will let you go i have alot of work ahead of me. I hope to hear from you soon,good luck in all you do.
Signed,
Greg
Due to the extensive work in this program i'm almost afraid to find the time to sleep or work on my games anymore because it is such an involved program. Visual Basic 6.0 is an object-oriented/event driven program. Unlike Windows which is the "do it yourself" type of program and just defeats the purpose of actually working on a program because it's all laid out, Visual Basic lets you work on the program to your preferences.