Thank you all for your kinds words. I can tell you through experience that life can be just as miserable sober as it can drunk if you allow it. The old habit of trying to do things by your will can always creep in if you allow it.
My will leaves me depressed, resentful and paralyzed with fears. The good thing is, is that the moment you go back to turning it over to God and refreshing the principals of the 3rd step, thing feel better immediately.
The first part of getting better is feeling better.