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Boy did this hit home. My only problem is that I do want to deny it, and pray that it is not true. I pray to God that he will take away the pain and open my eyes. He has definitely opened my eyes with several of these posts that miraculously pop up for me to read, but I wish the pain would just get easier. I like the love and happiness that I feel in my fantasy world, and I am having a very hard time giving it up. I have read a lot about love addiction, trauma bonding, and so forth, but all I want to do is go into denial. Please God help me!!!
Sad_Hazeleyes
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