the hardest part is coming back to the rooms of NA, and celebrating 24 hrs, but frankly today i see that it is the best decision I have made, I O.Dozed 3 times, on herione. i cannot believe that i stuck a needle in my arm after almost 6 yrs clean. this disease is much more cunning than i ever imagined. today i reread the chapter of recovery and relapse, what is written there is 200 % correct, not to be taken lightly.
i pray for myself, for all recovering addicts, and for those still suffering.
in loving service
