Hi Chris, I find this post inspirational. Thank you. I'm new here so I'm sorry for the lack of experience in advance. I relapsed two years ago but I am now battling again and am on the 3rd day fight; just been set a course of meth (again) too but I understand it's this whole thing of ''I've done all this before and failed so can I do it again and right this time?'' Well, I've deceide it's not ''can I'' for me it's going to have to be ''I will do it this time, I have too or I will lose...'' ect ect. Bit cheesey man but I know this is this only way I can see things from here and I feel in the same position as you. But anyway, keep up the inspiration and keep on the straight and narrow. Well done!