Well done Chris , you got through another day ;-)
You seem focused by coming here into SR and as you cant afford the counsellor at the moment.
You are doing the next best thing cos this is a form of counselling in itself.
Look forward to seeing you tomorrow on day 4
Excellent job so far :-) doing great
Threshold i know what you mean about the paycheck and spare time :-/
So easy to go off the rails.
Elsewhere ...geez i could barely make it til lunchtime at times so i totally get what you are saying..then morning drinking changed everything for me :-(
...and my last try at sobriety came unstuck cos like you said , you feel great ...its scary stuff