| Heavy Heart today
Having a really heavy day today with thoughts of my ex pulling me down. I know I have to go through all this but its not an easy time. I am looking forward to my meeting tonight as that always lifts the spirit back up. I am trying to stay focused to work but my alcoholic mind goes into "I wonder what he is doing, where is he, is he thinking of me at all, does he miss me?" gosh its hard. Letting go and letting god is paramount in my thoughts. Does anyone out there ever have these feelings
Jennie
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