We're young, and I think he deserves more than someone with odd behaviors like me.
It can be very hard to believe that someone actually chooses to be my friend and/or loved one. After all, I'm the daughter of a %#*!-up! I have to trust that they are judging me on my own merits, even if it's hard to trust them. More importantly - *I* have to believe that I have merit. It's hard. I have to remind myself every day that I'm valuable and a decent human being.
It is essential to keep telling yourself that you are a good person, worth the love that others offer. I don't think that a man who offers to get involved in your recovery would want anyone else. He just wants you to get better. And he's probably not the only one...call your friends and tell them how things are going, what you think you need to do to take care of yourself. They'll probably encourage you, too.
