Long sob story short. Just got off another binge. Want to make it right this time as now I finally see the error of my ways. I mentioned to my wife that I want to go to rehab but she tells me we can't afford for me to miss work( I'm the breadwinner) she's hurt and goes on to tell me she hates who Ihave become
. Sitting up at ythe local neighborhood bar. Haven't drank yet. Don't know what to do without her support.